Smiles

Smiles

A hundred miles apart makes me want you more,
A million smiles I missed make me want to see more,
But when your face right in front of mine no words my mouth can utter,
No feelings my emotion can deliver.

Love

Love is a weird thing,
Love is a funny thing,
Love is what brought human together,
Love is the cause of war.

The word of love is always uttered,
The word of love is at the tips of the lips,
The word of love now has no meaning,
The word of love is nothing but a word.

The feeling of love is what every soul crave,
The feeling of love is what every heart wants,
The feeling of love is what made human survive,
The feeling of love is what make human kill.

What is love?
Why does it complicate one’s life?
Why must love control a human’s emotion?
What make love so powerful toward a human?

Love is merely a feeling,
Love is merely a word,
Love is merely a game that we play together,
Well,
Love is LOVE.

-ieja-

Yet Another Sleepless Night

Yet Another Sleepless Night
Yet another sleepless night,
The soft ticks of the clock,
Silent wind of the night,
Deafen me.

Again and again I wreak my brain,
Again and again all I have is the same,
Yet it never bore me,
Yet it never fail to amuse me.

Yet another sleepless night,
I stare at the nothingness of the paper yet again,
I stood still on my chair, frozen,
My lids, they just would not close.

So many things in my mind,
Yet so little to say,
As much thing I have thought about,
None is yet to prove useful.

Oh silent night,
This feeling is killing me,
The softness is weakening me,
The nothingness is crowding me.

Oh silent night,
Tell me a story,
Sing me a lullaby,
Please, put me to sleep.

-a little something I came up with while I could not sleep... a little incoherent I know... :)

Heaven and Hell

Slowly the ladder to heavens I climbed,
All I find is a tree of wrath,
All I see is a fruit of anger,
All I discover is a bush of jealousy,
All I wanted was a hope for destiny

Stiffly I followed the path to hell,
All I saw was a great portrait of forgiveness,
All I got was a feel of togetherness,
All I found was the trail to happiness, but
All I expected was the beast of damnation

I smiled at myself, funny
I laughed at myself, amused,
I frowned at the thought of what heaven was,
I was at ease with the image of what hell was.

Was my heaven really heaven?
Was the hell I saw really hell?
Was the hell actually heaven?
Was the heaven was in fact hell?

It was then; I realized I had it upside down,
It was then; I gave it another chance,
All it needed was someone to show me around,
All it needed was a chance to prance.

Yet, I am still searching,
Yet, I am still looking,
Since he who showed me keep on disappearing,
Since he who showed me are no longer living.

Funny Feeling

Funny that I feel this way again,
Funny that I fell in this place again and again,
Funny that it happens to me over and over again,
Funny that I never learn to get over the pain.

- i could not sleep last night and this came out of my brains...

ieja

A Person of No Importance

When all others would not work,
All I do is cry.
When all others ignore me,
All I do is cry.
My tears screamed to be let in.
My tears screamed to be kept.
Yet all of it is wasted.
Yet all of it is washed away.
My brains screamed to be free,
My hands beseeched to be with the keys.
Yet my heart is reluctant to just let them win,
My heart is to in shambles to have a lovely thought to put on papers,
My heart is to broken in its own way to let all others win,
Yet my heart wants nothing more than love.
Oh dear friend, can’t you spare me a tiny bit of your time?
Oh dear lover, can’t you gave me a tiny piece of your heart?
O dear love, what can I do to get you?
O dear life, who am I to ask these questions?
No body. No one.
A person of no importance!

Human

Shall I whisper to you those sweet words?
Shall I touch you with these course hands of mine?
Shall you accept me for what I am?
Shall you dream your sweet dreams and still think of me?
Or Shall you just pretend that I have never existed in your life?
Why these questions you asked.
Why these tone?
Why not! Tell me WHY not!
You left me for the loneness of the early morning,
You left me for the loneness of the nothingness.
You cared for me like I was a rug,
You loved me as if I was a cat.
Tell me what am I to you?
Tell me am I still human?
Tell me am I still a person?
Tell me that you still see me as I am.

- a little rambling that i feel like shouting out -

Pride

You’re the guy who escapes my vision
Yet you are the guy of my mission.
You stole my heart but you don’t even know it,
You took it away but you have never even wanted it.
Why I cried, why I demanded,
Why would you have the answer, you never even minded.
Oh love why did you come in my life,
Oh love look what you did to my life.
You took away my sanity as you took away my heart.
Even that, you can never take away my pride…

:) a little something I came up with at midnight after Nasi Lemak... A spur of the moment thing again... Arghh... my head hurts again... i need aspirin... :(