Wednesday, June 10, 2009

R.I.P

Silence.
Cold.
Sick.
Pain.
Is all I knew.

Warmth.
Warmness.
Happy.
Love.
Was what you thought me.

Lost.
Now that you are gone.
Alone.
Now that you have left.
Sad.
But I hope you are at peace.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Tall, Dark & Angry



Kept thinking of what mom said,
“Do not go out of state”,
Kept smiling at dad’s wisdom thought,
“Listen to your brain, think with your heart”.

Time had passed,
For the thought of how to fit in,
Time has flew,
For the crown to be prom queen.

Hello Mr. Tall, Dark and Handsome,
How did you melt the heart of this ice princess?
How did you break the wall of stone surrounding me?
Too short of a time had passed when you went away,
Too little of a time we have spent had created the memories,
Why did you not tell me?
Why do you have to leave?
Why do you have to change me?
Why did you have to be so kind to me, when it was you that needed me?

Then came Mr. Blond Hair, Blue Eyes,
I told you to wait,
I told you to stay back,
Let me heal on my own,
Let me drown in this feeling of alone,
He had told you ,
“You can’t mend this broken China”,
Why do you have to open the bleeding wound?
Why can’t you just leave me alone?

Years later, I kept being pulled by the Tall, Dark Brooder,
Everything about you brings back the memories,
Every inch of you smell like strawberries,
Unlike the rest,
You don’t care if you’re a mess,
Unlike the rest,
You said, “the hell with the test!”.

Mr. Tall, Dark and Angry,
You showed me how to be merry,
You are not alone, silly!